“life will be better in spring”

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importance of life.. it doesnt mean anything does it
people come people go, just like the tides of the oceans
and we are nothing more than just specks in the universe
after all, trying hard does not ensure that u get what u want
in the end, its all up to the gods
and we are all mere pawns in the game that they play
we came from nothingness, and herein, nothingness we become
in the game people play,
we stab, we kill, we get at each other
all for the name of survival
but arent u tired of all these? don't u ever wish for peace?
a world-weary soul trudge along the road. to find the peace he never had
and although nay-sayers say that he will never find it
he still continues to search for it
and along the way, he found a way,
to numb himself to all the hatred and animosity around him
alas! even he succumbed to the tiredness
and he died without ever finding the peace he ever so wanted
that ever so elusive peace, its hard to grab on to
however, numbness is something that i can achieve
going through the same routine day after day
looking at all the innocent faces and eyes
reminds me so of the peace that eludes me
how do i ever wish to just remain numb for the rest of my life
never ever to feel that heart wrenching pain
never to feel that pinch of disappointment
never to feel all those hostility, nonacceptance
such that nothing will ever make me drop this mask
the mask that i've been trying to perfect ever since i knew how to